There was
There’s always the “feeling”,
though at times you might be wrong;
It’s complete but you keep looking,
‘cause all the while, you pretend you’re strong.
There’s always the “longing”,
Yet you ignored; it wasn’t there.
You won’t search ‘cause you don’t know what’s lacking
And all throughout, it leads you nowhere.
There’s always the “understanding”
To every option you give;
But this time, I won’t regret choosing
Whether you ask me to stay or leave.